It begins

So, this is how it all is going down.. My life on a webpage for the world to see and judge. I guess thats the point of it all, is it not? My story is like a lot of other people a dark, Stainted by pain and agony. But for what reason? Who knows.. All i know is that because of all that has befallen me, I don't really have any place in the social society of this place. And therefor need to work really hard to find my way back. As do we all? Or at least should.. And dont get the wrong idea.. I'm not one of those wannabes that will cut themself for your attention, or dress up all in black because it makes other Think that They are deep. I focus all my negative energies on my creations, i paint, write poems and books, I make things of anything i can get my hands on. Atm i build stuff in chainmail material.. And what my dresscode conserns.. I dress in black because i just love black, i don't really care what anyone else thinks about me. I have enought problems of my own rather then have to tend to their problems about me..